Get to Know Brina

Bringing you the 5th Q&A instalment~

Name: Sabrina

Age: 36

Status: single and I likes to mingle

Twitter: @PurpleBrina17

Do you blog? www.ariesthegreat.wordpress.com

What other social media sites do you use? Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook, Pintrest, Instagram, GetGlue, GroupMe….I think that is enough

5 little-known facts about you:
1. I had plastic surgery when I was 6
2. Tried out for American Idol
3. I hate my job
4. I have ALWAYS wanted to be a singer
5. Have to make my bed before I go to sleep every night (OCD much lol)

Questions stolen from Twi-Between:
When/how did your Twilight obsession begin? I went to see Dark Knight and I saw a movie poster that just said “Twilight” I went home and looked it up and I thought this could be interesting. I was going through a tuff break up and it was the dead of winter in CT. I needed something to read. I was hooked from the 1st book.

What is your favorite Twilight Quote? “Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder” and “Don’t be self-conscious, if I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it”

Who is your favorite non-holy Twinity (minor) character? Emmett, Charlie and Angela

Which is your favorite Twilight movie? Eclipse and BD2

What is your favorite song from any of the Twilight soundtracks? “Decode” by Paramore and “Possibility” by Lykke Li

Ideal vacay? Forks, set stalking, Brit Pack concert, or a non-Twi premiere? I guess it would be a non-Twi premiere since I have done all the others. But I would hang with the Brit Pack (dumb name btw) everyday if I could

What is your favorite Non-Twilight film of a Twilight star? Pitch Perfect (kmah’s Note: Ahhh, totally forgot Anna Kendrick for my list of favourite twilight actors too! Dammit. She’s the best.)

What is your favorite Twilight memory? FanCamp and BD2 Black Carpet that whole weekend was just epic. And Now Forks. Forks 2013 rocked my world!!

New Questions:
Who is your favorite Twilight actor? I like them all for different reasons.

What has being a fan of Twilight opened up for you? I read more books and fanfic. It taught me the kindness of strangers still happens. It opened my eyes to new music. And it also lead me to my meeting some of the most amazing people who now I could NEVER live without.

What is your craziest fangirl moment? Getting kissed by PFach at the FanCamp

Who is your favorite NON-Twilight vampire? The Lost Boys, Angel (Buffy), Pam (trueblood) and Stefan (TVD)

Fanfiction questions:
What are you reading right now? Just finished CaraNo’s one shot

I know it’s almost impossible, but ~ what are your top 5 favorite fics? I can’t pick, too many to name

Who is your favorite incarnation of Edward (specifically, from which story)? I can’t pick too many to name

What are your fanfic hard limits? Smutty fics by teenagers is a NO NO. Not into Slash fics but bi or group is ok. LOL (Odd I know. Don’t ask.)

What is your biggest ficpeeve? When writers put “real” people in their fics. Like if I read another fic with Dr. Facinelli, I might scream. LOL And book and movie quotes

Who are your favorite authors? Too many to name

Why do you read fanfiction? I could tell you it’s for the stories or tell you is so Twilight is still living on in these stories but let’s face it, that would be mostly a lie. I read for the SMUT. Just like EVERYONE else. Hahaha

What other fandoms do you count yourself a member of? Hmmmm TVD, Marvel, Disney, Superman, and a sorta Star Wars. I like a lot of different stuff. But no fandom has affected my life like Twi

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How Brina and I met: While our group was heading to line up to get our camping spaces in LA fan camp, we past 2 girls struggling with their gear and a huge-ass cooler (which we later discovered was filled with alcohol). They ended up in line behind with us as we waited (SO much waiting!)… in the rain… And then when we finally got our (one night) spots, their tent was right in front of mine. (We ended up having to move the next day, but were only a tent away then.) So, one of those girls was Brina (obviously). One night, Brina and Michelle were up talking and drinking in their tent, while I was pretending to sleep in mine. I crawled out and sat on the cold pavement talking to Brina for hours. (Michelle passed out I think. LOL.) We laughed, we cried, we totally bonded. We’ve been joined at the hip ever since.

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me and Brina at a Bobby Long concert in LA when I went to visit her in August

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Get to Know Kaly

And here is the 4th installment of my Twi-friends Q&A…

Name:  Karen (Kaly)

Age:  Do I have to? 😉 47

Status: single

Twitter: @KalyP

Do you blog? Nope. Used to work on a Moonlight forum – on the Twilight section. But that was right around the time of the first movie.

What other social media sites do you use? Facebook

5 little-known facts about you:  I’m a twin (a brother, two minutes younger); my cousin’s daughter was Miss Virginia a few years ago (Miss USA pageant); I had thyroid cancer (thyroid was removed in 2004); this is hard…not sure I can think of two more (well, there’s one…but I’m not mentioning that one on here – LOL!!)

Questions stolen from Twi-Between:
When/how did your Twilight obsession begin? I’d seen the books on the shelves in the local stores – even picked them up a few times, but always put them down because they were “vampire” books (said with rolled eyes). Then talk of the movie started and I’d heard that Rob had been cast. I liked him in Goblet of Fire, so I broke down and got Twilight. At the same time – on the same day in fact, several life-altering events happened that I won’t go into (plus it was the day before the anniversary of my mother’s passing)…the books became an escape for me. I devoured them. It was June 26th & Breaking Dawn came out on Aug 2nd…by which time I think I’d read the first three books at least three times each. 😉

What is your favorite Twilight quote? Wow…this is hard. It’s been a while since I’ve read the books. It’s more scenes that are favorites. Like the blood-typing – I was so disappointed that it wasn’t in the movie. And it’s so much better from Edward’s POV. In New Moon – I liked what happened between when they left Aro & when they arrived back in Forks. All the waiting to be allowed to leave & the flight home. The tent scene in Eclipse – the movie does a fair job of capturing the essence of that scene. In Breaking Dawn – well the “You got food in my hair!” was always a favorite. And Garrett’s speech – another thing I wish we’d seen in the movie.

Who is your favorite non-holy Twinity (minor) character? There are so many… Jasper, Alice, Garrett…Charlie (but that’s more due to Billy Burke than anything in the books), Peter (more from Midnight Sun – and then because of Erik Odom 😉 )

Which is your favorite Twilight movie?  Definitely Breaking Dawn (it is one long movie, you know? 😉 ) They’re the two I can rewatch over and over. I used to be that way with the first one, but I think I wore it out  😉

What is your favorite song from any of the Twilight soundtracks? Turning Page. A Thousand Years. Anything by Muse. It always seemed as if most of the best songs on each soundtrack ended up playing over the end credits. But maybe that’s just me.

Ideal vacay? Forks, set stalking, Brit Pack concert, or a non-Twi premiere? I’ve done the Brit Pack. I would love to visit Forks. Set stalking? I don’t think so. Surprisingly though, a non-Twi premiere has crossed my mind (and not directly related to Twi in any way)

What is your favorite non-Twilight film of a Twilight star?Probably Goblet of Fire. I love Remember Me, thought it’s a difficult one to watch. Frost/Nixon w/Michael Sheen was really good. Hmmm…Lee Pace was in The Hobbit (don’t ever ask me to choose one – LOL)

What is your favorite Twilight memory?  BD2LA, for sure. Finally being face to face with Allis; meeting Erik Odom (and Jack Morrissey). Putting faces to the names of so many people that I’d only spoken to online. Standing in that freezing plaza & singing along to It Will Rain & A Thousand Years with about 1500 other fans – that memory still brings tears to my eyes. (kmah’s Note: I almost forgot about the ‘It Will Rain moment’. That was amazing!) A non-Fan Camp memory, though – being involved in an online radio interview with Jackson back in January of 2009. I only got to ask him two questions, but it was a very surreal experience. Oh…and meeting Christopher Heyerdahl – great hugs that man gives!

New Questions:
Who is your favorite Twilight actor? Well…I have a soft spot for Chris Heyerdahl (as mentioned above); Erik, of course (if memory serves, a Full House discussion was the start of our Twitter friendship 😉 ); Rob; though we haven’t seen much of him lately, I adore Guri Weinberg – another that I’ve chatted with on Twitter

What has being a fan of Twilight opened up for you? friendships – so many new ones. And I’ve learned how strong some of those friendships are recently. And, oddly enough, Twilight broke through a nearly five-year case of writer’s block.

What is your craziest fangirl moment? l’m not sure I have one. Ummm…hearing Rob tell a mall full of screaming girls to shut up? LOL!!! That was the first Hot Topic tour. Sweltering in an un-air-conditioned bar in Dallas to see 100 Monkeys? When Erik recognized Allison at Fan Camp?

Who is your favorite NON-Twilight vampire?  Dimitri Belikov & Adrian Ivashkov (Vampire Academy/Bloodlines)

Fanfiction Questions:
What are you reading right now? I honestly rarely read it. I guess as a writer, I’m always afraid I’ll subconsciously “borrow” something from someone else’s stories.

I know it’s almost impossible, but ~ what are your top 5 favorite fics? I’m not sure I can think of 5…and I’m horrible at remembering authors. Dark Side of the Moon by Blondie aka Robin (I think that’s her name) It’s New Moon from Edward’s POV. Wisp (a WIP by Cris); Contextually Speaking by Gemgirl65; Collared…don’t recall the author’s name on that one

Who is your favorite incarnation of Edward (specifically, from which story)? Hmmm…can’t really think of one specific one – they all have their merits

What are your fanfic hard limits?  RPFs – if you want to insert yourself into a story with Edward or Jasper, okay fine…but writing smut about Rob or Jackson or whoever…ewww

What is your biggest ficpeeve?  I usually prefer the characters to be close to canon – even if they’re in an all human universe, Edward needs to be like Edward

Who are your favorite authors?  Fanfic? Can’t think of any in particular

Why do you read fanfiction?  For stories that expand on what’s already out there.

What other fandoms do you count yourself a member of?Vampire Academy is my big thing right now, but I love a lot of classic and current stuff. Star Trek, Lord of the Rings/Hobbit, Vampire Diaries to some extent, but I prefer The Originals. Harry Potter. Star Wars. Loved the show Chris used to be on – Sanctuary. Stargate SG1 & Stargate Atlantis.

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How Kaly and I met: We found each other on Twitter (can’t decide who followed who first). I was just excited about meeting ANOTHER Karen. (I go through almost my whole life knowing only two others -one Karin and one Karyn- and then, all of a sudden there are at least four in my TL, WHO SPELL IT THE RIGHT WAY!) Then after a few months of tweeting back and forth, we finally got to meet in real life, or as REAL LIFE as BD2 fan camp can be considered. Highly surreal, if you ask me.

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Kaly, me and Allis (slightly different picture than posted before

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Get to Know Jodi

3rd… On a roll! Whoo hoo.

Name: Jodi

Age: 48

Status: Married, 2 boys, one dog, 2 cats

Twitter: @joderss

Do you blog? Nope

What other social media sites do you use? Facebook, Pinterest, Tumblr, Instagram, Groupme, pretty much all of them.

5 little-known facts about you: I went to four different high schools in four years, I used to be a teacher, I was on Wheel of Fortune when I was in high school, I was a gymnast for 10 years, I used to go away to summer camp every year when I was little.

Questions stolen from Twi-Between:
When/how did your Twilight obsession begin?
My BFF and I went to see Twilight on opening weekend. From the second that Edward walked through the doors of that cafeteria I was hooked. I promptly read the books and that was all she wrote.

What is your favorite Twilight quote? “For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind and yours….all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything because you weren’t alive yet.” Edward-Twilight

Who is your favorite non-holy Twinity (minor) character? Charlie Swan.  Love that guy.

Which is your favorite Twilight movie? That’s like trying to name your favorite child (Peyton), I like them all for different reasons.

What is your favorite song from any of the Twilight soundtracks?See above answer….but I like Heart of Stone, Ghosts, My Love, Possibility, Supermassive Black Hole, Let me Sign, Never Think, Turning Page, A Thousand Years…just to name a few.

Ideal vacay? Forks, set stalking, Brit Pack concert, or a non-Twi premiere? Next on my list is a premiere.  Rover or Maps to the Stars is in my future.

What is your favorite non-Twilight film of a Twilight star? Really liked Cosmopolis, really, really liked it.

What is your favorite Twilight memory? Breaking Dawn 2 premiere, Nokia Theater with 3000 of my fellow twi-hards singing along to A Thousand Years.  There will never be anything quite like that again. (kmah’s Note: That WAS epic!) Also, my lovely husband went with me to Forks and Tent City.  He has been so supportive of my Twi-love.

New Questions:
Who is your favorite Twilight actor? Rob, it will always be Rob

What has being a fan of Twilight opened up for you? I have met some wonderful ladies who I talk to every day.  I couldn’t have imagined that would have ever happened.

What is your craziest fangirl moment? I don’t do crazy, I don’t do fangirl….despite a small moment in Forks which shall not be spoken of.

Who is your favorite NON-Twilight vampire? Stefan Salvatore

Fanfiction Questions:
What are you reading right now? About to start Jaxon 22’s Beaches and Boardwalks

I know it’s almost impossible, but ~ what are your top 5 favorite fics? Departures, Help Wanted, Words with Friends/Strangers, High Anxiety, Clipped Wings…

Who is your favorite incarnation of Edward (specifically, from which story)? I like a funny, smirky Edward, one who does not mistreat Bella.  I don’t have a specific story, but that’s what I like.

What are your fanfic hard limits? No dying Edward, Charlie cannot be abusive or an asshole, canon please…it’s just not natural any other way.

What is your biggest ficpeeve? Lifting direct quotes and situations from the movies and books.  Also, overuse of adjectives.

Who are your favorite authors? I like a bunch of different authors.  Too many to list.

Why do you read fanfiction? I love the Twilight characters and fanfiction keeps that love alive.  I have immense respect for all the fic authors who write and share their stories with us.  Love that every day people are getting the chance to share their art with us.

What other fandoms do you count yourself a member of? None, I’m really too old for that shit!!

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How Jodi and I met: When my Q&A was posted as the “Meet a Twibetween” on that site, and the link was tweeted, Jodi tweeted me welcoming me to the crazy Twifandom world. And then, as time to organize our LA trips neared, we banded together as urban camping virgins. We decided we would be part of a wee group to get our “golden tickets” and camp together, and then survived the hell of being WAITLISTED! Then we FINALLY met up at fan camp and had the best time of our lives!

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Jodi and I in Toronto when she came to visit this summer. Too bad there was construction where we were standing. 2 points to anyone who knows where the locations is! (Fich00rs don’t count. You already know.)

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Fich00rs Speed Dating

I mentioned in a previous post my “new friends” who share either my love of Twilight, fanfiction, and/or Rob and that some of us are still in our getting-to-know-you phase.  Last night, some of us were reminiscing about the emotional turmoil we were going through this time last year waiting to see if we were going to be added to the list of allowed campers for the Breaking Dawn Part 2 Tent City thing. This is when we first started to hook up as a group. Part of that reminiscing was rereading the Q&A things many of us filled out for TwiBetween’s blog. (Remember that?) In fact, that is how two of us “met” for the first time. The link to the blog posting was tweeted from Twibetween and JB decided to tweet me a very lovely “welcome to the fandom”.

So, as we were reading these old posts and being all nostalgic about Twilight movies and our mutual obsessions that brought us together in the first place, I decided to make up my own questions (and recycle some of the original ones) to commemorate the year anniversary of our friendship AND get to know our new group members better.  And then I thought, hey, my blog sucks – why not make it more interesting by sharing OTHER people’s answers for everyone to see? If you are at all like me, when you’re into something, you find it fascinating to get other’s views on it too. And if you are here reading this blog, you must have at least some lingering interest in one of the aforementioned aspects of “the fandom”, so you make like the Q&As too.

To start, I’m going to post my own answers. Just because they are already done. I’m waiting on the responses and when I get them, I will post them. Be prepared. It’s long. (If you have read any of the other posts on this blog, you already know I’m really wordy.)

Come get to know me, then get to know my friends~

Name: k****

Age: 33

Status: married, no kids, unemployed

Twitter: kmuffin88 (twilight/rob) & kmah88 (everything else)
*NOTE: These 2 accounts were eventually amalgamated – kmah88 is the only one now.

Do you blog? not regularly, but I have been known to take up space online
*http://onlytwilightheroin.blogspot.com (my Twilight/Rob blog)
*http://wohngsikneuih.blogspot.ca  (my regular blog)
http://bobbylongsongs.blogspot.ca  (working on a Sam one too, but it’s not ready yet)
http://allweezersongs.blogspot.ca
*http://ngohheuiheunggong.blogspot.ca  (Hong Kong trip blog)
*http://japanheiku.blogspot.ca  (Japan trip blog)
http://sminspirationplaylist.blogspot.ca
http://365dor.blogspot.ca  (abandoned)
*The posts from these 4 blogs are all copied to this one. (kmah88 – the one you’re reading now) Annnd now there is also the archives site for the super old posts I didn’t have room for here anymore.

What other social media sites do you use?  Facebook,  Instagram,  YouTube,  Tumblr,  Pinterest,  fanfiction.net, Google+ (doesn’t exist anymore) … almost everything, as kmah88

5 little-known facts about you:
1. I moved a lot as a kid, living 5 years in the States.
2. I was going to go to college for musical theatre but changed to ECE before I had my audition.
3. I despise strawberries and caramel. (Okay, not so unknown.)
4. If I had to swim to save my life, I would die.
5. I am very excited to be taking a cake decorating course with my BFF next month.

Questions stolen from Twi-Between:
When/how did your Twilight obsession begin? I love hearing other people’s stories. If you want to read mine, go for it: here. (If not, it’s pretty much the same as everyone else’s. Just a lot later. In 2011, I watched the movies, loved them, read the books, became obsessed.)

What is your favorite Twilight quote? I know you’re going to be shocked but mine are both Edward quotes.
Book ~ “I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.”  Chapter 4, Twilight
Movie ~ “Can you? I hope you can because I honestly don’t know how to live without you.” New Moon

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Who is your favorite non-holy Twinity (minor) character? Charlie. I adore Billy Burke. Sporting major girlyboner for him.

Which is your favorite Twilight movie? I can never choose. I’ve tried. I love them all for very different reasons. The freshness/innocence/sense-of-discovery in Twilight, the heartbreak and angst in New Moon, the love triangle and the visual beauty of Eclipse, the epic-ness of Breaking Dawn Part 1… but I will go with Breaking Dawn Part 2. It’s a great movie AND it has so many memories attached to it now.

What is your favorite song from any of the Twilight soundtracks? Very hard question to answer. The songs I love, I REALLY love. The New Moon/The Meadow song featured on the NM soundtrack from the score is one of the most beautiful pieces ever. I adore any and all Muse. I love Turning Page, Flightless Bird, My Love, Shooting the Moon, Possibility, Eyes on Fire, Spotlight, and A Thousand Years. But I’m going to have to go with Never Think and Let Me Sign. Rob’s voice does things to me…

Ideal vacay? Forks, set stalking, Brit Pack concert, or a non-Twi premiere? I am excited to say the only one I still need to cross off this list is the non-Twi premiere. C’mon NY Rover!! Although, big plans for the return to Forks. And ALWAYS down for any Brit Pack related show.

What is your favorite non-Twilight film of a Twilight star? Any Rob movie. They all have their merit. (But, I don’t feel the need to rewatch The Ring of the Nibelungs over and over.)

What is your favorite Twilight memory? PityCity and Forks. Anything and everything about those two trips. They were the highlights of my life.

New Questions:
Who is your favorite Twilight actor? Um, Rob… duh.  But, I also love Billy Burke. I like PFach in Nurse Jackie. Kellan is lovely eye candy. Nikki totally grew on me. So did Jackson. Don’t kick me, but I do still like some of Kristen’s movies. Dakota is much better as a teen/adult. And she does do a voice in one of my favourite movies of all time. Michael Sheen is pretty awesome. (*added later: I totally forgot to mention Anna Kendrick. I love her.)

What has being a fan of Twilight opened up for you? Two major perks have come from me coming out of my Twicloset ~ I met some of my closest friends, people I would not survive life without now. And I was introduced to the music of Sam, Bobby, and Marcus. If I hadn’t latched onto Twilight, I would never have met these people or heard this music and my life would be dull and empty.

What is your craziest fangirl moment? Moment? As in ONE thing?! I do many silly, cringe-worthy things. Perhaps the one I am best known for now is getting completely tanked RIGHT before the BD2 LA black carpet. Not my best decision ever. But makes for a great story.

Who is your favorite NON-Twilight vampire? I consistently tell people “I don’t like vampires”. Apparently this is untrue, although I still try to fight against it. I am not well-versed in canon vampires, so my frame of reference is limited. Other than Twilight, I love me some TVD. Stefan, Damon, Klaus… all awesome. And I cannot wait to see JRM as Dracula!! One more week!

Fanfiction questions:
What are you reading right now? I JUST finished Grasping Darkness by KiyaRaven. It has eclipsed my number one spot for favourite fic ever. Loved it.

I know it’s almost impossible, but ~ what are your top 5 favorite fics?
Grasping Darkness by KiyaRaven
Clipped Wings & Inked Armor by hunterhunting
The Best I Ever Had by WhatsMyNomDePlume
Departures by TheFicChick
Simply Edward by CaraNo
(see My Top 5 post)

Who is your favorite incarnation of Edward (specifically, from which story)? I adore Edward in The Best I Ever Had. He’s the perfect blend of funny and sweet and, of course, hot. And Edward in Wisp by cris has my heart. Other than those two, I am known for (and made fun of for) obsessing over broken-ward’s. Master of the Universe (even though I only read Fifty Shades, but changed the names back to Edward and Bella in my head), Clipped Wings, Just Wait, Wide Awake, Fridays at Noon, etc.  Also, I flail for psycho-ward’s like in the amazing (and incomplete :/  ) Buried Amongst the Begonias by durtynelly.

What are your fanfic hard limits? When Edward dies. No. I canNOT. Well, there was this one… I won’t say which to avoid spoiling which ended in a murder/suicide, but he was a psycho-ward and it totally fit. Annnnnnd…. there is a WIP…. which I am fighting a losing battle for. But, in general, NO! Edward is sacred. You shall not harm him. I STILL cry when he goes over that cliff in BD2. Even though I KNOW… Overall, I don’t read anything that isn’t E&B (unless a friend wrote it 😉  ). I am squicked out by non-canon pairings. I just doesn’t feel right.

What is your biggest ficpeeve? Another thing I am teased for is my laundry list of things that bug me. Even in my very favourites, there are things that make me wanna rip my hair out and smash my iPad. Some of the small things that irritate the crap out of me, but I still plow through, are: the overuse of one particular word, like in one of them (you can figure it out yourself), the word “blast” (or blasted) is used 38 times in the first 7 chapters. Mix it up! And when characters moan into each other’s mouths. I am soooo sick of that. Multiple badly executed Twiquotes make me ragey as well.  I am also obsessive when it comes to correcting spelling and grammar (hence my newfound love of beta-ing). But if it’s horrific, I can’t deal.  And I’m picky with dialogue too. If it’s too unrealistic or just irritating, I may flounce.

Who are your favorite authors? CaraNo, cosmogirl7481, planetblue, TheFicChick…  Honestly, I haven’t read enough yet. A lot of authors are good but I’ve only read one or two of theirs. There are some that I know I WILL like but haven’t gotten to them yet.

Why do you read fanfiction? It’s my escape. It has the fantasy my life lacks. Also, I am a hardcore avoider. There is such a variety of Twific out there. I can pick up something with an emotional tone that mirrors how I’m currently feeling and read along as the characters work through their shit, rather than deal with my own. It’s therapeutic, I guess. And I never have to say goodbye to Edward and Bella. Their love is FOREVER. ♥

What other fandoms do you count yourself a member of? Um… not really anything. I love Star Wars, but really, who doesn’t? and I am definitely a Weezer fangirl. But I don’t really interact much with other fans, so I don’t really feel a part of anything.

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Get to Know Allis

First instalment of the Q&A I’m bullying my Twi-friends into answering:

Name: Allison

Age: 37

Status: married

Twitter: @AllisSmith

Do you blog? Yep! TVD, The Originals, and Supernatural for fangirlish.com

What other social media sites do you use? Facebook (sorta), instagram
5 little-known facts about you: British/American citizen (I’m British, born here), struggling to write a historical fiction, college & professional football NUT (passed “fan” in college)

Questions stolen from Twi-Between:
When/how did your Twilight obsession begin?  I wrote my undergraduate thesis on the vampire myth and how literature has changed in through the years (from Ovid to Anne Rice), and, upon learning this, one of the girls that I worked with at the time said there was this new author out there and she’d changed the myth again (happens about every 10 years, by the way) and I ought to read it.  She said I’d hate it because it was a romance novel, but I was engrossed.  By the time I got to ‘New Moon,’ it was the birthday of my best friend who died when I was 16 (my Edward) and when Edward left I kinda lost it for a few days.  I was hooked.  Time-wise it was just before Breaking Dawn was published.

What is your favorite Twilight quote? “I know what you’re feeling right now, and you are worth it.”

Who is your favorite non-holy Twinity (minor) character? Jasper

Which is your favorite Twilight movie? Even though I haven’t been able to watch the second one since I lost my dog last November (seeing the light go out in Seth’s eyes is just too hard) . . . Breaking Dawn 1 & 2. Bill Condon ROCKS! (Go see The Fifth Estate . . . seriously. Its awesome!)

What is your favorite song from a Twilight soundtrack?  The entire soundtrack!!  Supermassive Blackhole.

Ideal vacay? Forks, set stalking, Brit Pack concert, or a non-Twi premiere? Ummm…neither.  Hawaii.  Next, probably Forks.

What is your favorite non-Twilight film of a Twilight star?  Ummmm…..Ugh.  I guess Remember Me.  But I’m not a romance chick, so the relationship in the story ruins it for me.  Burlesque!!  I change my answer to Burlesque.  The romance is funny (Famous Amos cookies, anyone?) so, yeah, Burlesque.

What is your favorite Twilight memory?  Finally meeting Erik Odom after talking to him via Twitter & Facebook for two years!  Or finally meeting all these people I’d been talking to at BD2LA Fan Camp.  And going to EVERY SINGLE midnight show with my BFF, Will.

New Questions:
Who is your favorite Twilight actor? From ALL the movies, Jackson Rathbone.  From BD2?  Erik Odom (kmah’s Note: OMG. *facepalm* I forgot to mention Erik in my list. I adore that guy!)

What has being a fan of Twilight opened up for you? Ummmm….friends!

What is your craziest fangirl moment? Almost everyone I met at FanCamp finishing my name for me when I started to introduce myself!  I’d manage to get Allis out, and then everyone was all “Allison SMITH?? Erik’s Allison???”  It was fucking creepy!!!

Who is your favorite NON-Twilight vampire?  Lestat de Lioncourt

Fanfiction Questions:
What are you reading right now? I’m not.

I know it’s almost impossible, but ~ what are your top 5 favorite fics? I’m not sure I’ve read 5.  All of Lola’s stuff was my favorite.  Wide Awake was my first.  And MotU.

Who is your favorite incarnation of Edward (specifically, from which story)?  Lola’s.  No fucking Renesemee.

What are your fanfic hard limits?  I don’t know. I’ve read everything, but I guess I prefer the cannon pairings.  I have a hard time reading pairs that aren’t pairs.

What is your biggest ficpeeve?  Renesemee.  She should never have been written, don’t perpetuate it in fanfic.

Who are your favorite authors?  In fanfic?  I’ve not read enough to really answer this. But, the three (four, if you count both members of the pair) published ones that I’ve read are Christina Lauren (Christina Hobbs & Lauren Billings), Tara Sue Me, and E L James. And, yes, I know Fifty isn’t great writing, but, face it, neither is fecking Twilight.

Why do you read fanfiction?  I don’t have time to. If I’m not at work, I’m blogging, or reading stuff for the blog (I really need to finish this stack of 4 books, since I’m supposed to interview the authors soon), or being a parent/taxi-driver for the kid/wife/manager (read: constant slave to, on AND off the clock) or a mom-n-pop retail store/etc.

What other fandoms do you count yourself a member of? The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, House of Night, Harry Potter, anything Stephen King, Joe Hill, or any other horror author whose name I can’t think of right now

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How Allis and I met: I was tweeting one night about TVD and must having been going on and on about Ian because mutual friend @KalyP said “you must talk to Allison”. So we followed each other and cyber-drooled together. From there we found out we have a TON in common (other than Twi- and TVD-related interests). We met in person for the first time at fancamp. It took us 2 full days to locate each other, but eventually we did.

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@KalyP, @kmah88, @AllisSmith

(originally posted on Eat. Sleep. Breathe. Twilight. and Team Fireball)

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GroupMe

Obvious Fact: I am a terrible blogger.

I promised (and broke said promise) to post stuff about my tent city/BD2 LA premiere experience. I also  broke my promise to blog about my “set stalking” experience. (If you follow me on Twitter, you’ll probably  know what I’m referring to.) I wisely made no such promise to fill you in on my trip to Forks, cause I would have broken that too.
I still WANT to do all those things. Maybe I will at some point, maybe I won’t. Just don’t hold your breath.

There is one thing that HAS inspired me to actually log in to Blogger and purge my thoughts. GroupMe. For those who haven’t heard of it, it’s an app. Similar I guess to whatsapp, but I’ve never used that so I can’t say for sure. It’s pretty much a group chat app. The reason *I* like it is because it’s like Twitter but with only a few people in your feed so there is less to sift through, a 450 character limit instead of 140, and no @’s to take up valuable rant space.

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My first time using GroupMe was when I came home from Tent City and was told I had to download it so a few of my “new friends” and I could keep in touch more easily than through Twitter or email (and texting, since all my American friends would have to pay international charges to text me and vice versa). The 4 of us immediately became addicted… some more than others (*points to self*). We “talk” everyday, throughout the day. We’ve become very close, talking about everything and nothing. Sometimes the “nothing” is downright dirty and always hilarious.

Recently, as I mentioned, I went to Forks, as did around 200 other Twilight fans, for the Forever in Forks / Stephenie Meyer Day events. One of the events put on by the FiF organizers was a fanfiction discussion group. There my fellow PityCity survivors & GroupMe girls met a few other totally amazing girls and we kind of completely accidentally pretty much took over the whole thing, going back and forth about all things fic-related for 2-3 hours. It was sort of like speed dating for fic-crack whores. And we totally fell in love.
Once I got home, and we were all tweeting each other with only a few words at a time (the @’s taking up so much room, like I said), I thought that it would be a great idea to make another group with ALL of us where we could keep that conversation going. Turns out, it was!

Of course, we don’t always talk only about fanfiction (*cough* nuzzlef$&k *cough*). Rather, we formed a group of 10 women who, although we may still be in our getting-to-know-you dating phase,  support each other, lift each other up when one is down, talk through life decisions and problems, share victories, provide a safe place to vent (or bash… whatever), and mostly make each other laugh (a LOT!).  Some of these ladies are old friends and some new, but I already know I wouldn’t want to go through life without any of them.  I love you, my fich00rs! ❤

(originally posted on Eat. Sleep. Breathe. Twilight.)

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Stuck

I’ve stripped away from myself everything that ever mattered,
and I’m left floating, alone, lost in a perpetual dark fog.
I’ve forgotten who I was,
forgotten how to love,
how to care,
how to live.
Meaningless and empty. 

I’m trying to crawl out of the mud slick pit,
scraping against slippery walls,
clawing my way out and back up to the light.

I can see it but how can I get there?
Nothing to dig into to,
nothing to hold onto,
nothing to pull myself up on.
I know that others exist that can help me but they don’t know I’m here.
How can I call for help
if my mouth has been sewn shut
and their ears are too blocked to hear me?

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Dilemma

I think I’m just about ready to give up. There’s not much left. I could get a job but it would just be another thing I hate doing and another thing to make me miserable. A way to pass the time with no actual benefit. I don’t want to have a baby because I can’t let myself be responsible to one more person. It’s just another person to let down. Another tie that I don’t want.

More and more I think it would be the right thing for me to do. Everyone would be better off. He could have the life he was supposed to have. He could find someone to take care of him and do all the things he deserves. Someone to adore who adores him back. He could be a father like he is supposed to be. 

My family and I have very loose ties anyway. I’d just be that sad spot in their life that everyone has. Someone they could remember once a year. There would be no horrible long term effects.

The only one is Nephie. His life is already so sad. How can I make that worse? It will be better when he’s older. So I guess I’ll wait a bit more.

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Breaking

I’m always falling apart on the inside but no one knows. I’m constantly right on the edge, moments away from complete breakdown. I don’t hide it on purpose. I wish I could tell someone and they could fix it for me, but I don’t know how. I can’t say what’s wrong. It’s just everything.

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Newest Tattoo

While I was in Hong Kong, I got another tattoo. This makes 4 (which will have to be remedied soon!). I was if-y about sharing it with anyone because, as most tattoos generally are, it’s personal, and I don’t think that comes across without explanation. And who wants to be explaining all the time ~ if anyone even bothers to ask without judging first.
But, whatever, I did it for me. No one else. If you are wondering though, here is as much as I feel like sharing with you:

I got four words (actually five… but… who cares). They are song lyrics. The words are “distant, disconnected, far away, unaffected”. The lyrics are by Sam Bradley from his song “The Man You Need”. The reason they are personally significant to me don’t really have too much to do with the actual meaning of the song. Well, a bit…

The song is from the point of view of someone in a relationship who feels he will never be what the other person needs but they are together because they love each other anyway. So… there’s that, which does fit.

But I chose these exact words as a reminder to myself. You may or may not know the struggles I’ve had with depression and related crap in my life. I lived for at least a decade with my head in a fog and just coasting through everything. Existing, not living. I was behaving as though those words were my mantra. More recently, I’ve decided that’s no way to be. I’ve been trying to make changes. Be more present, be a better friend, wife, sister, and person in general.

The font is important too. I got the most important people in my life to each write a word. They each represent the side of me I want to change.

“Distant” was written by hubby. That he was first was no mistake. He is the most important person to me. My most important person. Also, I had distanced myself from him for too long. I almost lost him. Things are not yet perfect but we’re working on it.

“Disconnected” was written by my sister. I love my sister more than anything but there has always been a disconnect between us that I hate and want to work towards being closer.

“Far away” was written by Nephie (and helped by my niece). They represent family as a whole (as well as children in general ~ the children I may teach and the children I don’t yet have). I live very far from my extended family. And I haven’t taken the time to keep them in my life as I should. We all know how important family is ~ no need to go over that. I’ve taken my family for granted. That should never happen.

The final word, “unaffected” was written by my longtime, very good friend. She has always been there for me, even though I’ve never deserved it. Over the years, I’ve been a terrible friend. I lost most of the friends I used to have due to my behaviour. I’ve acted like my friends meant nothing to me and losing them or missing out on important things in their lives didn’t affect me. It’s easier sometimes to pretend that you don’t care rather than face reality, admit mistakes, and ask for forgiveness. I always want to be the kind of friend that she has been to me.

Maybe having this inked permanently on my ribs where I will see it everyday will help me be the person I want to be.

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Oh, and I did it in Hong Kong to serve as a commemoration of my trip and to act as a turning point in my life. Also, Sam Bradley lived in Hong Kong for three years as a young child ~ like the age of the ones I was just there teaching, which is kinda cool.

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It was done by Zac at Zink Tattoos in Tsim Sha Tsui, Hong Kong.

Here’s the song. It’s my favourite. Sam is awesome.

(originally posted to wohngsikneuih)

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