Category Archives: personal

A Year in Review

Posted on January 1, 2014 by kmah88

My mom always sends out these “newsletter” things with her holiday cards. Apparently a lot of people do it. While I think it’s weird, I can see the merit in the idea. It basically lets everyone you care about (and … Continue reading →

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Tattoo #5

Posted on October 26, 2013 by kmah88

I’m sure you realize by now I’m a bit of a Twilight fan. Okay… “bit” might be downplaying it a little. A lot. Whatever. Yeah. Completely obsessed? Fine. Whatever you say. So, it’s only natural I should get ink to proclaim … Continue reading →

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Stuck

Posted on July 17, 2013 by kmah88

I’ve stripped away from myself everything that ever mattered, and I’m left floating, alone, lost in a perpetual dark fog. I’ve forgotten who I was, forgotten how to love, how to care, how to live. Meaningless and empty.  I’m trying … Continue reading →

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Dilemma

Posted on July 13, 2013 by kmah88

I think I’m just about ready to give up. There’s not much left. I could get a job but it would just be another thing I hate doing and another thing to make me miserable. A way to pass the time with no actual … Continue reading →

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Breaking

Posted on July 10, 2013 by kmah88

I’m always falling apart on the inside but no one knows. I’m constantly right on the edge, moments away from complete breakdown. I don’t hide it on purpose. I wish I could tell someone and they could fix it for … Continue reading →

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Newest Tattoo

Posted on June 14, 2013 by kmah88

While I was in Hong Kong, I got another tattoo. This makes 4 (which will have to be remedied soon!). I was if-y about sharing it with anyone because, as most tattoos generally are, it’s personal, and I don’t think that comes across … Continue reading →

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Him

Posted on April 10, 2013 by kmah88

I like him because he’s easy. There is none of that trying to figure out if he’s being real. None of that wondering what is going on underneath and if what I see is really what he’s like. He’s upfront … Continue reading →

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The Battle

Posted on January 18, 2013 by kmah88

Some days, I really struggle with my thoughts. I want to sleep it all gone. Close my eyes against the tears. 

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Teenagers

Posted on October 12, 2011 by kmah88

People SHOULD fall in love in their late teens. That’s when people are at their most idealistic. When anything is possible. When emotions run their strongest. When love can truly be appreciated and felt wholly. I always thought, even when I was one, … Continue reading →

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My NEXT Next Tattoo

Posted on August 13, 2011 by kmah88

I thought I should update my previous post about my tattoos. I did actually get that tattoo I mentioned and in the exact manner I described. I did it again spontaneously. It happened almost the same way the first one did. At the same place … Continue reading →

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