Yearly Archives: 2016

Assult

I had to break up my night into two posts, because the feel of them and the point is completely unrelated… (Read part 1.) So, I did have a good time at the Sia concert and, on the whole, during … Continue reading

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Moved

On Saturday night, Hubby and I made our way downtown to see Sia in concert. I love her and her music. I knew I would enjoy myself, regardless of how the “show” was. Hubby wasn’t as pleased with the experience … Continue reading

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Zzzzip

The fear I feel about talking on the phone is spreading. Lately, I feel real fear in the prospect of and the act of talking to people face-to-face now too. I was always pretty proud of my ability to understand … Continue reading

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My Spirit Home – Part 2

I wrote before about one of the reasons I love Japan – the pursuit of perfection and attention to detail – and why I think that calls to the essence of who I am. There’s another aspect that has been … Continue reading

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The Passing of Time

I’ve come to the realization lately that the way I process time is different than other people. There is a quote Edward says to Bella in New Moon about the Volturi: “Time means something very different to them than it … Continue reading

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WTAF

I had another one of those really fucked up dreams last night (or this morning, I guess). It came completely out of nowhere too. I went to bed about 5am and, as usual of course, it took me a long … Continue reading

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Remember Me?

I’m the girl whose heart you broke. I’m the girl whose confidence you smashed. I’m the girl whose worth you crushed. I wonder if you know that. I wonder if you’re sorry. – Note: I just found this in a batch of … Continue reading

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Why?

1. Are looks important in a relationship? Unfortunately, yes. I’d like to be the evolved type of person who says that I could be in a relationship based only upon the other person’s worth as a soul, but I’d be lying. … Continue reading

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Vagabond

I’m sad. I have no “childhood home” to go back to. Not only did I never live in the house they now own, but my parents have changed. They don’t cook the same things. It doesn’t smell right. They got … Continue reading

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I Am Enough

This first half of my 30s was all about self discovery. Who am I?  Searching through what I thought before, reevaluating, discarding or gripping certain criteria, trying new things out, evaluating again, examining every aspect, challenging other’s views, labelling, defining, … Continue reading

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