Nothing

Some days are bad. Some days are okay. Somedays are just nothing.

These are the ones that are hardest to deal with. I’m so bored don’t want to do anything. I have no interest in TV, reading, seeing or speaking to other people, any of the things I normally do to fill my time. I’m ansty about what to do with myself. I usually can’t just sleep it off because, most likely, I’ve already been asleep for double the amount of time of a ‘normal’ person.

Nothing means anything. Life is pointless and stupid and I don’t want to do it anymore. I don’t care about myself or anyone else. There is no hope. Nothing will ever get any better. Life, unappealing and uninteresting, stretches out in front of me like a sentence in Hell.

These thoughts cycle through my head over and over to the point where I feel psychotic. I hate days like this.

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